Monday, December 21, 2009
OK...now for my nerves. The physical therapist came today and noticed that Hope is looking 'dusky'. I wasn't too concerned because she didn't seem concerned and the home health nurse didn't seem concerned. Now, though I am concerned and I contacted the nurses and am taking Hope to see the on-call cardiologist tomorrow. I am so scared that they are going to find something wrong and that we will need to spend Christmas at the hospital. I am crying my heart out as I write this because I am looking forward to Christmas this year with Hope at home and the boys being old enough to really enjoy it. I don't want to think about tomorrow, but I can't seem to think about anything else. I am so worried that something may be wrong with Hope and I am also worried about not having a wonderful Christmas with my boys. They have been through so much this year and I wanted them to be able to really enjoy Christmas.
Please say an extra prayer for Hope today and tomorrow morning. Please pray that I am worrying for nothing and that she is fine. All thoughts and prayers are greatly appreciated.
Posted by Wodzisz Family at 3:48 PM