Monday, September 14, 2009

Broken Water

They just got done breaking my water, so it will be a few hours and Hope will be born. I am dilated 4cm and 70% effaced and she is in position to come out. I am feeling so many emotions right now and I really wish she had more time with just me. I know she is fine inside of me...I just worry about when she is born. I don't like to think about it too much because I am so afraid of something happening before I even get a chance to meet her and tell her how much I love her. I feel like I have done a lot of work to plan for her birth, but no amount of planning can prepare me for when she is actually born.

My family and I would like to thank everyone that is made this easier and who has prayed with us and shown us support. Thank you does not express how much we appreciate everything.

I will update again a little later. Not sure how long it will be now, but I am pretty certain she will be here tonight.


  1. Praying for sweet moments filled with peace. He is holding all of you...I know it.
    Sending love

  2. I'm hoping that you and Hope are doing well this morning! I'll be thinking about you two today.