They just got done breaking my water, so it will be a few hours and Hope will be born. I am dilated 4cm and 70% effaced and she is in position to come out. I am feeling so many emotions right now and I really wish she had more time with just me. I know she is fine inside of me...I just worry about when she is born. I don't like to think about it too much because I am so afraid of something happening before I even get a chance to meet her and tell her how much I love her. I feel like I have done a lot of work to plan for her birth, but no amount of planning can prepare me for when she is actually born.
My family and I would like to thank everyone that is made this easier and who has prayed with us and shown us support. Thank you does not express how much we appreciate everything.
I will update again a little later. Not sure how long it will be now, but I am pretty certain she will be here tonight.